It is easier to make contracts than it is to keep them. For example, if you made a contract not to eat chocolate, how long would you be able to resist if there was a piece of chocolate on the table next to you?
One way to increase the likelihood that you will keep your contract is find ways to hold yourself accountable. In my psychotherapy groups, clients do “Accountability Work” whenever they break their contracts. The structure we use looks like this:
The contract I broke:
How I broke it:
The mistaken belief that caused me to break the contract:
One or two things that I will do to prevent myself from breaking the contract again:
Here are some examples:
EXAMPLE #1
Contract I broke: I won’t eat junk food.
How I broke it: I ate a bag of cookies.
Mistaken belief that caused me to break it: My feelings are not okay. [Note: People often use overeating as a way to shove down their feelings.]
One or two things that I will do to prevent myself from breaking the contract again:
1) I will remove all of the junk food from my house.
2) When I crave junk food, I will call a friend and ask for support.
EXAMPLE #2
The contract I broke: I will not work more than 50 hours per week.
How I broke it: I worked 65 hours last week.
The mistaken belief that caused me to break the contract: It is not okay for me to say “NO.” [Note: You can’t say NO to everything you don’t want to do, but many people with this belief develop an unhealthy pattern of saying YES to everything.]
One or two things that I will do to prevent myself from breaking the contract again:
1) I will let my friends know that I am going to practice saying NO and would like their help. If they agree to help me, I will ask them for something every day for two weeks. [Note: This will also give you practice in hearing “NO.” When I did this exercise I asked someone to pay for my graduate school tuition!]
2) I will say the mantra “My needs are important” 1000 times a day for twenty-one days.
If you find yourself breaking a contract regularly, you may find it helpful to add a consequence to the contract.
Example #1
Contract: I will clean the kitchen before I go to bed.
How I broke it: I watched TV after dinner. I went to bed without cleaning the kitchen.
Consequence: For the 7 days, I will not watch TV until the kitchen is clean.
Example #2
Contract: I will exercise 3 times a week.
How I broke it: I did not exercise at all.
Consequence: Any week I do not keep my exercise contract, I will pick up litter for 45 minutes. I complete this consequence within 5 days of breaking the contract.
The assignment for this week is to be accountable for your contracts. In the box below, write the two contracts you will focus on this week. They can be the same ones you worked on last week, or new ones.
Do accountability work any time you break one of your contracts:
The contract I broke:
How I broke it:
The mistaken belief that caused me to break the contract:
One or two things that I will do to prevent myself from breaking it again:
After completing your accountability work, ask yourself if you need to add a consequence to these contracts. If so what consequence will you set?
Consequence Contract 1:
Consequence Contract 2:
Each day this week, journal about your experience with contracts and holding yourself accountable.
Day 1
Day 2
Day 3
Day 4
Day 5
Day 6
Day 7
See you next Monday for the fourteenth lesson.
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