As hard as it is for me to imagine, my son Sreejit is turning 40 years old today! He was born on December 13, 1974. He has been such a blessing to his dad and me and to so many others.
I have loved looking through the old pictures in preparation for this post. So many special ones, especially in this age group. This was also the period when his sister Chaitanya joined our family! I remember Sreejit came to see me at the hospital after she was born, bringing chocolates and flowers. When it was time to go home, he wanted me to come with him. When I said that wasn’t possible, he wanted to take the chocolates back! (His dad doesn’t have a memory of this event, but since it is a strong one for me I’m going to leave it in!)
Some of my memories of Sreejit’s school aged years were his involvement with Boy Scouts, summer camp and his love of Michael Jackson. He also started to draw during that time. A friend and he spent countless hours creating comic books.
During his preteen and teenage years, Sreejit played the saxophone, piano and both acoustic and electric guitar. I took him to his first rock concert, to see Prince! He loved it and so did I. He became very interested in heavy metal music and wanted to become a rock star!
Sreejit’s life goals changed abruptly when he met Amma in 1990. A resident from Amma’s San Ramon ashram came up to me the night he met her and said, “Did you see the way that boy looked at Amma, and the way she looked at him? He is going to become a brahmachari (monk).” The woman didn’t know Sreejit was my son at the time she said that to me. Her intuition was certainly right on though. He soon exchanged his black heavy metal clothes for the white attire that most devotees wear. He learned to play the harmonium (a keyboard instrument that has bellows) and the tabla (Indian drums).
Sreejit moved to Amma’s San Ramon ashram in 1994 and lived there for 15 years. During most of that time, he worked two or three jobs simultaneously, as well as doing the work required of an ashram resident. In addition, he completed his Philosophy degree at San Jose State College. Soon after he graduated, he wrote a book titled, Of Mind Or Matter. The book was fiction, but it incorporated his knowledge of philosophy and spirituality.
Sreejit’s love for music has continued throughout his life. He has composed many songs. One of my favorites is “It’s a Long Road”
It’s a long road
I’ve forgotten
who I am.
It’s a long road
I’ve forgotten
what’s the plan.
Your hands
hold me close
but your eyes
are to the sky,
millions seek your mercy
but you say
freedom is your right,
just fight.
Do you remember me,
for I don’t have the eyes to see,
do you remember me,
am I your everything,
for you’re everything to me.
To walk through this world
a human being
is to carry the burden
of countless lifetimes
of suffering.
As I grow weary
I remind myself
that every problem
I’ve created myself.
Do you remember me,
for I don’t have the eyes to see.
I know I don’t deserve
this life I’ve been given
– time after time
I’ve chosen easy over right.
But, still
you shower praise
and I can’t help but
think your crazy
– crazy for the life,
crazy for the fight,
crazy for the divine
and I know your right,
but do you remember me?
The recording features David Balakrishnan on Violin
Anu Aiyer on table,
Swarna Aiyer on keys
Amritapriya Schmidt on backing vocals
and Sreejit Poole on vocals and guitar
Sreejit was invited to come to Amma’s ashram in Amritapuri, India in 2009 to be a cook in the Western kitchen. That has been his primary ashram work since that time. 2009 was the same year that he and Chaitanya, who also lives at the ashram, started creating Broadway style musicals which are performed on Christmas Eve. Chaitanya writes and directs the plays; Sreejit and his friends write most of the tunes. During the musicals, Sreejit plays the harmonium and frequently sings and/or has a voice role (In Indian plays the voices often come from people on microphones behind the scenes.) A few years ago, Sreejit was an actor in the play as well as participating as a musician. As soon as one musical is over, Sreejit and his friends start writing the musical scores for the next one.
In 2012, Sreejit started a blog called The Seeker’s Dungeon. He said this about his blog:
There are plenty of people to write about a heaven that they haven’t experienced. But I want to write about the road traveled to get there. This is meant to be an intense and honest look into the motivations of the human spirit and a search for answers into how we can use the passions of humanity, not just to satisfy our base level instincts, but to bring about a positive change in our world. Maybe it is dark. That is fine. Only when we open the blinds do we see the dust in the room. The dust to me, if not the main goal, is still interesting all the same..
At first, The Seeker’s Dungeon was a poetry blog, but over time he started writing in many different styles. I was amazed at the depth and skill of his writing. I feel so much respect for his work. Many other bloggers were impressed as well; as of today he has 7,670 followers. For most of a year, he encouraged me to start a blog of my own. I began to feel the desire to participate in Dungeon Prompts, a weekly challenge he offered to other bloggers. One day, I decided to build the blog and answer one of his prompts without him knowing I was doing it. I loved surprising him in that way. I am so grateful to him for introducing me to blogging and the WordPress community.
You never know what Sreejit is going to do next. Recently he started a YouTube page and posted some of the music he has composed. He also has begun to play the guitar again. And most surprising, he has decided he wants to learn to tap dance! He asked me to bring tap shoes for him to India and has started teaching himself to tap.
Sreejit has dedicated his life to spiritual growth and service from the time he met Amma at 15 years of age. He has used his 40 years of life well. I am so proud of him and proud to be his mother. Happy 40th Birthday Sreejit!
With Love, Mom
Notes:
Some of you may wonder why you are receiving this on December 12. India is 13 1/2 hours ahead of Seattle so it is already his birthday here!

Such loving words and thoughts. Happy Birthday to your son.
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Thanks for sharing your response!
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Happy 40th Sreejit!
You are a shining example of devotion to your own truth, I love being witness to your jouney and I am looking forward to reading, hearing more of your artistic endeavors. I hope I get to see you sometime in the New Year. Love and Hugs, Nirmala
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I will be sure to let him know your message is here! Nice to hear from you.
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This is a fabulous post! Thank you for sharing Sreejit’s life journey so far. This post is a gift and joy to all of us!
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Makes me teary….. ❤
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Thanks for letting me know that his story impacted you in that way.
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Teary eyed, I wish Sreejit a Very Happy Birthday….
Karuna, you did it again. Your post with pictures are too good and amazing and emotional…
Enjoyed reading it and knowing more about Sreejit….What a journey!!
Thank you!!
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It was so powerful for me to put it together and see his life as a whole. Amazing is the word that came to me too.
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A Very Happy 40th Birthday to Sreejit. From 15 to 40, that is 25 years (silver jubilee) celebrating the blissful journey with Amma. Karuna you penned down everything so nicely. We are blessed to know you all and witness your service to Amma.
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I hadn’t thought about the fact that this is 25 years for him! Thanks for pointing out the silver jubilee. I so appreciate having you in my life too. Thanks for your kind words.
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Very beautiful tribute…LOVE PEACE & BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL..
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Thanks so much Terry. I really appreciate you reading and responding to the post!
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Love this!! This young man has experienced SO much love as evidenced in these photos. And now he spreads the love. Beautiful boy, Karuna. You must be so proud!
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Sorry for the delayed response.I just your comments in the spam folder. So strange. I’ve never looked in that folder before.
I love your words. Yes, I am very proud of him!!!!!
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Ahhhhh. Thanks. Time has really passed pretty quickly. Oh the awkward teenage years are blinding me! 🙂 That one picture with the shirt unbuttoned was for when I was playing elvis for a tea party in my middle school language arts class. Thanks for all the memories
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Time will continue to pass so quickly. I can’t believe I’m 66! I had wondered what that Elvis picture was from. I didn’t have a memory of the occasion, so I didn’t know it was Elvis, but I’ve always liked the picture!
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What a lovely tribute from mom to son! Happy 40th Birthday Sreejit! ヅ
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Thanks for reading and sending him a Happy Birthday!
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A very happy b’day to Sreejit Bhaiya 🙂
I hope I can call him that . It is very touching post.
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I’m glad you were moved by it. Thanks for letting me know!
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What a special and lovely person your son is. Wonderful pictures. Happy Birthday to Sreejit. And love to his special Mom.
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Thanks so much! 🙂
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What a lovely surprise from Mom to son, with full circle comments back to Mom. It’s been an honor to know you two. I’ll always remember the early years in Amritapuri for the first time. Karuna paved the way for several of us newbies from Seattle, and Sreejit’s vulnerability melted everyone’s hearts. Thanx to you both for touching so many lives in such positive ways!
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Thanks for your beautiful words. I really appreciate them. I love how our life paths have crossed so many times in the last 26 years!
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What an adorable post I knew some of it about sreejit but was great to find out the rest and from you 🙂
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It was fun and powerful for me to put it together and see his life as a whole.
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yes i can imagine, something wonderful to remember x
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I so enjoyed looking at the photos…our kids are of similar age so I could relate to so many eras, poses:) I wrote a note on Sreejit’s blog when he turned 40 so I would not forget. I’m so glad he started blogging…I would never hve met you or Amma!
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I’m so glad he started blogging too, for the same reason. If he hadn’t, I wouldn’t have met you and I wouldn’t be blogging myself!
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And you are one heck of a blogger too!! and a great photographer. Hope you had a great day!
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You are so nice. i can’t imagine ever falling into the “great” category, but I do really love taking the photos and it feels practically miraculous considering my previous resistance to photography. I am very excited about the picture I am going to use for the next Wordless Wednesday..
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I look forward to it:)
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Wow, what a lovely surprise to read your blog, and special delight in reading your tribute to sreejit! Happy B-.day Sreejit!!
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Thanks for visiting my blog, I’m glad you were surprised and delighted. I let Sreejit know you had commented here!
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